Sexual abuse can change you!Each school has it’s share of bullies, some are more vicious then others. In the inner school system it seems to breed bullies. These are students that came from homes where they did as they pleased, when the pleased and how they pleased!In my urban high school there were three hooligans that were related, two brothers and a cousin. It was rumored that they had been arrested and sent to Juvenile Detention numerous times and was suspended so many times from school no one kept count.I was warned by friends to always avoid them and my first year of high school I did well. The three had been pointed out and I knew very well what they looked like. I never had any classes with them nor interacted with them until I was in the ninth grade. That dreaded day I decided to skip my second period class and hang out in the wooded area behind the schools track/football field.I was tricked into fleeing from whom they said was the principal of the school and one of the gym coaches. Like a lemming I ran as they fled past me following in there wake not knowing I was being led into a trap! Silivri Escort That story is here in https://xhamster.com/stories/what-happened-in-the-basement-apartment-9967659.Charlie, Bruce and Daniel knew very well what they were doing and how to execute their plan. I was viciously assaulted sexually over and over for close to eight hours by the three of them. When I did not report them they took me when ever they wanted and as often as they pleased.I was so afraid of being labeled a ‘sissy’ that I dared not to tell any one about what was happening to me. After that first encounter I feared that I would get pregnant. I knew nothing about sex and when I did research it in the library, I found out that having sex results in reproduction. Fear gripped me, then there was the thought of my folks finding out their little boy was being used for sex by other guys I kept my mouth closed. I did not want my friends to make fun of me and I began to with draw from them gradually until I had no friends to associate with.Bruce, Charlie and Daniel had gotten so comfortable using me for sex Escort Silivri that they started to share my body with their family members and friends. For the majority of my high school years I was used by them until I started to desire to have them use me. No matter how hard I fought the urges I found myself seeking out where they would be hanging and going there consciously and u*********sly.No matter how many times or how many other guys were invited to use me I never reported the assaults. Even after I managed to graduate and go away to college I still had the craving to be used sexually by others guys. I would go to Adult Book Stores or any where guys went to have sex with other guys and allow myself to be used. If I did not know who was having sex with me I felt safe that my deeds would never be found out!In college I had numerous room mates and they did not know of my secrete until one day I was caught watching my room mate exercise. As he was on the floor of our dorm room, doing fifty push ups and one hundred sit ups he notice me watching him and before I knew it I was Silivri Escort Bayan under him.He was in my bed with his huge phallus in my tight anus bouncing in and out of me like I was his woman! After that he would go out with his girlfriend and return and take me. I don’t know how but word got out on the quiet that I could be taken for sex and a number of guys in my dorm and in our school would find a way to get in to my bed or me into their bed.Even in high school I dated girls and in college and had sex with them so I never considered myself to be ‘gay’ or ‘queer’! I still do not consider myself to be a homosexual and I still crave to have sex with guys. There are times when I go out of town and find places where guys hang out for such and engage with as many as possible until my urge is satiated.Consider if you are borne a certain way or with certain genes there has to be latent genes in your family tree. There are no homosexuals in my family. I believe that it is taught and learned. If one can be borne a homosexual then one could be born a lair, thief or murderer![ Do not be offended if this do not convey your thoughts or feelings we are all free to believe what we wish if there is no science to prove differently! If you wish to have an intelligent discussion leave your comments below. If they are crude, rude or ignorant after reading I will discard them! ]