I think I was certain already and had been for some time. I suppose it was just to finally test myself when I decided to kiss the two guys. The kisses were about two weeks apart but I knew after the first one that I was sure of what I’d been feeling for years. I’m not sure why I tried again with the second guy but as this was something that would affect the rest of my life, I guess I had to be truly sure. I think I knew already and had always known, but in kissing them I finally knew men weren’t for me. I felt completely liberated after my “tests”. I was comfortable in my own mind of who I was and what I liked. I liked girls, plain and simple. Wanting to be with a girl felt normal and natural and that was what I wanted. Having come out to myself and the liberation I now felt in doing that, I had no idea what to actually do about it. I had known Danni for years. She was my best friend. We lived near each other and had been in the same classes in school since we were small. We were still in some of the same classes by the time we left school. Danni was about my height, maybe an inch taller, blonde hair a few inches longer than the shoulder and the most gorgeous green eyes you could possibly imagine. She also looked absolutely stunning in anything she wore, especially dresses. We pretty much did everything together and had plans to travel after school before we went to Uni. As far as I knew Danni was straight and the thought that she might be anything other than that hadn’t even remotely Anadolu Yakası Escort occurred to me. She’d never had a boyfriend which I did think was a little odd but as we went to an all girls school that was quite common for a lot of our friends. Truth be told I’d had a crush on her for years but you don’t makes passes at your best friends and risk losing them, do you? It was a Friday and one of the girls in our class was throwing a party that evening. I was going to go with Danni. We spent most of the afternoon together eating chocolate, gossiping, trying stuff on and looking forward to a fun night ahead. We also shared a bottle of wine. Nothing fancy, just a cheap red from the supermarket. Once we had decided on our clothes for the night it was time to get ready. “Who’s first in the shower,” I said to Danni. “How long will it take you to get ready?” she replied. “About twenty minutes once I’ve showered. That’s fifteen for make up and five to get dressed,” I said. “I’ll only take ten minutes,” she said, “So you go first.” I got out of the decidedly un sexy leggings and T-shirt I’d been wearing all afternoon and walked towards the bathroom. Being in my underwear in front of Danni had never bothered me but I’d always stopped short of taking more off when we were getting ready to go out, despite the fact we were such good friends. Danni looked at me and smiled as I went through the door and pulled it to. Was it my imagination or was there Anadolu Yakası Escort Bayan more to the smile than just being friendly? Was my mind playing tricks on me? She’d smiled at me countless times over the years and I’d never thought anything more of it. Perhaps because I’d recently done my “tests” and was in a different place now in respect of coming to terms with my sexuality, I’d seen more to the smile than was there. As I soaped myself in the water I thought long and hard about that smile and drifted somewhat into a trance as I thought. She’s gorgeous but she’s my best friend. She smiled a smile at me that I’ve not seen before but maybe I imagined it. I’d love it to be more but that could ruin everything. I want to kiss her but what if she hates me wanting that? I should just forget it but what if she liked me too and I miss out on something special? My head was swirling especially with the thought of a returned kiss from her. “Hey Katie, save some water for me,” Danni shouted. My mind suddenly came back into focus. I hadn’t realised how long I’d been but I was so lost in my thoughts I must have been ages in the shower. I saw Danni smiling at me through the glass screen on the side of the shower cubicle. I was just able to see where she was looking through the steamed glass and drips of water trickling down it. She wasn’t looking at my face. She was looking lower and was definitely smiling. A naughty and very mischievous Escort Anadolu Yakası smile was right across her face. I realised why she was looking so low and smiling so hard. I was so lost in my thoughts, I had one hand gently squeezing my left breast and nipple and the other one stroking over my tummy with my fingers reaching down, ever so slowly, towards myself. “Katie,” she said, “Aren’t you the naughty one!” “Oh my god,” I replied, embarrassed in the extreme, “I’m so sorry!” My hands left my body and I turned my back to her, water still spraying over me from the shower. “Don’t be sorry, it’s okay, it’s funny I caught you,” she giggled. “We all do that don’t we? I’d love to know what you’re thinking about.” I turned the water off and got out of the shower somewhat sheepishly. Danni was smiling again as I wrapped myself in a towel. “I’m not sure I can tell you,” I said, “Maybe one day.” “Okay,” she replied as her towel fell to the floor and she jumped into the shower. I’d never seen her naked before. Underwear yes, but not naked. “Wow,” I thought as she disappeared in a cloud of steam and spray. By the time she came out of the shower I was half dressed and playing with lipstick and blusher in the mirror. I sort of ignored her. I was still so embarrassed from being caught daydreaming and very nearly touching myself. I think she sensed my embarrassment because next thing I knew she was stood behind me placing her arms around my neck. She leant forward, turned her face towards me, kissed me softly on the cheek and whispered “Don’t be mad at me for seeing. I don’t care. You’re my best friend and that’s all that matters. I’d love to know who though.” I smiled, happy that she was okay with what had happened and replied, “I want to say but can’t.” We got dressed and finished our make up before checking each other over.