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For Jim:
I have for many years wondered what it would be like to actually touch and suck another guy’s cock. I admit it, me the 6’3″ tall ex football player, yearns to play with the boys! Trust me, 15 years ago I wouldn’t have believed it myself until the summer before I met my wife. That was the summer I learned a few things about my best friend, and had a lot of fun doing so.
We used to hang out on weekends at his house, when his wife was working nights. We would kick back and drink a few beers watching the ballgame and bullshitting each other the way guys do. Not surprisingly, sex was often a topic of discussion.
One night when we were really hammered, my friend started telling me all about sex with his wife. He went on and on about what a good fuck she was, but that she didn’t do all that good a job of sucking cock.
“I bet I could do a better job of it.” he declared.
“Sure” I replied, “How are you going to prove that?”
The next thing I know my pants are down around my ankles and my best friend is giving me the blowjob of my young life. He really got into it, taking my cock all the way into his mouth, licking my balls. It was quite a turn on to see my friends head bobbing up and down on my saliva slicked cock!
Even being as drunk as I was, it didn’t take long for me to cum. I let him know I was close and he pumped my cock, causing me to spray all over the floor. When I was finished he flicked his tongue over the tip and smiled. “There, now tell me that wasn’t a good blow job!”
I managed to nod my head and mumble something about returning the favor. He must have realized my heart wasn’t in it though and brushed it off. He then told me that he was bi and that he loved sucking cocks as much as he did eating pussy. He said it thrilled him to make a guy moan and shoot a load all over the place.
Needless to say I spent most of those summer weekends at his house. I got more oral sex that summer than I would get from my wife during our ten year marriage. My friend kept me very happy that summer, but turned down my offers to reciprocate. I would sometimes watch him stroke himself to orgasm. He liked having the audience and it was cool to watch him on his knees playing with his uncut cock while he sucked my circumcised dick.
Ever since, I have wondered what it would’ve been like to have played with my friends cock, to fondle his balls and lick and taste him. How would another guys pulsing cock feel in my fingers? How would his cum taste? What would it feel like to have it in my mouth, seeking my throat? Would I ever have the nerve to let another guy fuck me in the ass? Would sex feel as good as it does with a female lover?
I love to nibble, lick and savor pussy. I love the thrill of making a woman squirm with pleasure as I tease and tickle her. I know I am pretty good at giving oral sex to a woman, teasing her forever with kisses, licks and tastes using my tongue all over her body, closing in ever so slowly on the spots that thrill her. Nothing gets me off like having a woman cum before I even reach her delicate folds. I live for giving that pleasure in tiny pieces, until her senses are overloaded and she is taken away by passion.
I bet Beylikdüzü escort bayan I could be a great cocksucker if I tried. It has to work the same way with another guy. It gets me excited just thinking of making another guy’s toes curl because he loves what I am doing. I thrill thinking of teasing a guy by playing with his cock and balls, as he moans and writhes in the throes of an orgasm produced by my hands, lips and tongue.
I just have to find the right guy to get things started. A quick trip online made me realize that it couldn’t be just anyone. There were many that seemed to be outright liars, or seemed creepy to me. I took a mental step back to consider my ideal male playmate.
He would have to be older than me and understanding of my nervousness. I would have to feel comfortable talking to him about all kinds of things, not just sex. Someone who has been with an inexperienced partner before. I picture him in my mind as being nearly as tall as me. A businessman with silver-gray hair, kind eyes and a voice that soothes, pleasing to the ear.
He would have the experience to know when to let me experiment at my own pace, fully appreciative of my progression in experience. Someone who would encourage me to try new things learned and yet know when he needed to push me in the right direction. Someone who was comfortable controlling the flow of our play, and yet secure enough in himself to give me the lead when I so desired it.
I began chatting online and surfing cruising listings but hadn’t made that right connection with someone in whom I could trust and feel safe. So I decided to take matters into my own hands. I shopped around online and found my new toy to be my buddy. I ordered what seemed to the typical size claimed by guys online. A jelly cock that was 7 1/2 inches long and 1 1/2 inches wide with full round balls not those silly floppy things on so many fake dicks.
After I placed my order, I waited impatiently for it to arrive. I went back to chatting and what do you know, I finally found someone online who seemed to fit the bill. My new friend Jim, seemed the perfect match for the man I had been looking. He knew what is was like to be inexperienced and shared his experiences with me. We talked at length on many subjects, conversations flowed through our keyboards covering many topics: family, marriage, life, the world around us and of course sex.
And Jim is so hot when playtime rolls around. He seemed honored that I wanted to share this experience with him. He taught me a few things I never would have imagined and loved the pleasure I experienced trying new things out on him. I couldn’t wait any longer for my toy to arrive so I could pretend I was with Jim.
It seemed as if an eternity passed before it finally arrived in the mail. With shaking hands, I opened the package. My eyes flew wide open at my first peek. This thing was huge, oh my God, Jim told me he was this big! I started wondering just how committed I was in continuing the exploration of my sexuality.
I took it out of the package and stuck the suction cup to my desk. I started playing with it. I giggled thinking that it must like what I was doing because it was standing straight up. I loved how Escort Beyoğlu it moved when I wrapped my fingers around it and squeezed. I loved tickling the fake balls making the dick bounce all around as I did. I liked the sensation of rubbing my thumb on the underside of the head. I wondered what it tasted like.
I leaned down, as if lowering my mouth to a lover, and parted my lips. I licked the tip, imagining there was pre-cum leaking. I envisioned the string that would form between my fake cock and my lips. I wrapped my lips around the side of the dick and ran my tongue up and down the underside of the shaft. MMM I was actually moaning as I played with my new buddy!
At the top of each stroke I would wrap my lips around the head and suck gently on it before licking and mouthing my way down the other side. I was bouncing my head around up, down, over, down, up again and again. I held the big cock up so I could reach the balls with my tongue. I sucked on them and licked them stroking them with my thumb as if I were rolling them around in my palm. I then licked straight up the underside of the shaft and plunged the fat cock into my mouth. I sucked hard making my cheeks draw in.
I could see my reflection in the computer monitor’s screen. I looked and felt sexy with that big rubber dick moving in and out of my mouth. I closed my eyes and imagined that it wasn’t just a toy but that it was Jim. I dreamt that this wasn’t just practice but was the cock of my sexy lover who wanted to take me as his own. Jim, who would know how to take the time to teach me the ways to please him.
I wanted more but couldn’t bring myself to try it “down there” that evening. I took my mail order buddy to bed with me. I loved the feeling of it pressing against me all night. I woke with it on my pillow and pretended that it was my lover trying to take advantage of me before I was fully awake. I slightly parted my lips and pressed the head against them. I pushed it slowly into my mouth, as if Jim were trying to sneak a blowjob from me to start his day. I smiled to myself and to my imaginary buddy as I took the fake cock in my mouth, working it deep into my throat until my lips brushed against the balls.
At this point I knew I could resist temptation no longer. I dashed to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I held my buddy under the hot spray until it was warm, then I stuck it to the wall of the shower. It was so hot when it rubbed against me as I showered. I was getting turned on very, very much.
I knelt in the tub to take my buddy into my mouth. I sucked and licked it over and over fucking it with my mouth. My head bobbed, my hand pumped it as the hot spray poured over my back. I moaned around the big fake cock in my mouth, telling my lover that it was time for me to lose my virginity.
My hands shaking, I reached for my lube and popped open the cap. I coated the head with lube spreading it out along the length of my buddy. I stood up and pressed back against the dick, letting it slide up and down the crack of my ass. I clenched it with my butt cheeks, stroking it with my ass.
I shivered each time it hit my little hole. Shaking like a leaf, I began to get down to the serious business of losing my anal cherry. Bomonti escort I reached behind me with my right hand to guide the tip of this monster to my asshole. I started pressing it into me in tiny circles. I feel about half the tip starting to move against my tight ring. I thought to myself that this is rather pleasant it doesn’t hurt a bit. I paused to add a little more lube to the head of the cock.
I pressed back against the jelly dick, enjoying the sensation of the pressure on my butt hole. Wondering that the cock was bending and not entering me I wasn’t quite prepared for when the whole head and about two inches of cock slipped past my tight ring as my asshole gave way and the cock straightened out again.
Oh my God! It hurt so much, my ass felt like it was on fire! I panicked, my ass clamping down tight on the monster mushroom head! I was standing on my toes, trying to escape from this beast that was impaling me. I calmed a little and tried to make myself relax, but it did no good, the pain went on and on. The hard-on that I had been sporting all along disappeared in a hurry!
I finally pulled forward and like magic, the pain lessened. I learned that as long as I kept moving, the dick made me feel full and sexy. Oh the pain was still there but couldn’t compete the sensations of that dick moving in and out of me. I started to rock back and forth on it, loving the sensations until it slipped out when I got too enthusiastic.
Nervously I reached back again and pushed it into me. It hurt again but I instantly knew to move on it and did so. I was only able to keep it in me for a couple minutes before my legs were shaking and I fell to the floor of the shower unable to support myself any longer.
I curled up under the hot spray, looking up at the big fat cock that had invaded me as it bounced up and down as if telling me it wanted more. I touched my soft cock and was surprised to find it covered in sticky cum. I had shot all over myself without even realizing it!
Determined to control my weak knees, I pushed myself up and presented my ass to my buddy. I guided him into me for the third time. It was much more enjoyable this time and so much easier. I pulled my ass cheeks apart with both hands and thrust my butt onto my fake cock. I moaned as wave after wave of bliss spread throughout my body.
I realized I had the whole thing inside me now and could feel the balls resting in my ass crack. I pictured my new friend Jim standing behind me in the shower and that it was his dick in me. I rocked back and forth, side to side, up and down, seeking the method that felt the best. I was fucking my fake dick, my buddy like a whore slamming back onto it. I was so lost in the emotions and sensations I began begging Jim to fuck me harder.
Oh Jim! I screamed as my knees gave out and I fell hard to the floor of the shower in the throes of another orgasm. I lay on my side, my whole body quivering, my ass wracked with spasms, opening and closing in response to its recent savaging. I imagined being held tenderly by my lover, his hands and words soothing me though this new experience.
I couldn’t move, didn’t want to, all I wanted was to feel that full and contented forever. I hugged myself, letting the water rush over me until it started turning cold. I got up, spent though I was and on very unsteady legs, I somehow managed to wrap a towel around me and stumble into my bed.
I fell deeply asleep to dream of my new friend Jim. But until we meet in person, I guess I will just have to keep practicing with my mail order friend!